Leacy110...

Leacy110184: Happy Easter!kubs232: thanks you tooLeacy110184: how's your day been?kubs232: just finekubs232: yoursLeacy110184: it's been okay. i'm sick so i havnt eaten anything good or done anythign good, just slept really.kubs232: thats no goodLeacy110184: nope it's not. so u guys still do an easter egg hunt?kubs232: fuck yeaLeacy110184: lol with the three of you?kubs232: there were 5 of uskubs232: my sister brought people frm collegeLeacy110184: thats coolLeacy110184: my mom asked my sister and i if we wanted to do one today while we were coloring eggs last night but we said no, it was just the two of us this yearLeacy110184: okay well I;'ve gotta go eat dinnerLeacy110184: so byekubs232: bye...hold on i am talking to him again...

"he's a focker"-Jared

Leacy110184: hey, questionkubs232: yea?Leacy110184: was this like directed towards me or something? "but some things cant be fixedand whats the use of something brokenmost people would tend to throw it awayand i suppose me in my "mature" staturetried to throw the broken awaybut then what do you doif something irreplacable is brokenand cant be fixed?" kubs232: nopekubs232: it was notLeacy110184: okayLeacy110184: just checkingkubs232: yeaLeacy110184: john's on tv tonight by the waykubs232: what show?Leacy110184: he's on MTV (ugh) some special on culumbia records its on at 1am thoughkubs232: ill watch itLeacy110184: yeah i think I am going to tooLeacy110184: i;m pretty tired though, dont know if i will be able to stay awake i got up soo early this morningkubs232: ive been getting up early every damn morningLeacy110184: why?kubs232: for tennisLeacy110184: that sucks, what time do u need to be up for that for?kubs232: i get up at 5 every morningkubs232: monday thru saturdayLeacy110184: damn dave, that sucks alot.kubs232: yeakubs232: oh wellLeacy110184: why do they make you guys do b4 school practice?kubs232: we do before and afterLeacy110184: thats nutz, even the sports at my school aren;t that ruggedkubs232: all of them are like thathereLeacy110184: pre season sucks, for that I am up at 6, but i guess thats not as bad as 5kubs232: or the good ones at leastLeacy110184: the girls have harder practices than the guys here, and we win more championships and yet we have to buy all our own stuff when the guys get funded for it. so its kinda messed upkubs232: prolly cause guys bring in more moneyLeacy110184: our games are free though, it's just our school is screwed up and favors the boys, although girls get away with murder at our school. so maybe in someway it evens itself outLeacy110184: but you are right, more people attend the boys games than the girlskubs232: yeaLeacy110184: oh yeah some lady today refered to me to someone else as, :"this little girl" kubs232: niceLeacy110184: i was like...ahh 6 more months and i will be an adult for crying out loud! but its odd some people think i am like 18 or 19 and other's obvisouly don't.kubs232: that is roughLeacy110184: i had a dream and i remember nothing about it except for one part and u were in that one part it was real random tookubs232: that is coolkubs232: thoughLeacy110184: yeah it was odd, like i was sitting on this stair case in some house and you walk by and like we must have been talking about something, i asked you something and you're liek "oh i will say something about m2M for you" or something like thatkubs232: nicekubs232: sounds goodLeacy110184: its been a real odd past few weeks for dreams and not just for me, like i had that one dream about me being in ohio but my friends who know nothing about that dream have had dreams abotu me being in ohio, i swear i;'m not making it up, so like..its just all been real strangekubs232: sounds like itLeacy110184: i'm pretty bummed out, i don't sing at all by myself in the playkubs232: that is definitely a shamekubs232: a travesty if you willLeacy110184: hey hey is that mocking i hear..well it is pretty crappy b/c i love singing and they have girls singing solo lines who i can sing better than so i am pretty madkubs232: that is too bad thenLeacy110184: how r u as a thespien? you have any interest in theater?kubs232: none at allLeacy110184: i love it. it sucks though b/.c like none of my friends doLeacy110184: but its okay b/c i still have funkubs232: i can't blame themLeacy110184: theater is so great it's such a rush being up there on stagekubs232: its just not a lot of peoples thingLeacy110184: and i respect itLeacy110184: i almost got gina to try out but then she heard it was a musical and said screw itkubs232: well that is good for youkubs232: but other people nahLeacy110184: yeah some people like things liek sports, even though i like those tookubs232: rightLeacy110184: i wish my school had like a debate team or somethingkubs232: yeaLeacy110184: u dont do anything besides tennis?kubs232: im in campus ministrykubs232: i used to be on quiz bowlkubs232: im in service clubLeacy110184: lol quiz bowl..oh u geekkubs232: quiz bowl is sweetLeacy110184: man, i know the kids on quiz bowl...seriously...just..u dork lolLeacy110184: what do u do for campus ministry?kubs232: alright your gaykubs232: but in any casekubs232: i also run our school audio visual shitkubs232: i set up masseskubs232: i do mission work through itLeacy110184: lord lets just sew a scarlet G on your chest dave lolLeacy110184: thats coolkubs232: you are way to caught up on what's coolkubs232: and what's considered to be dorkyLeacy110184: dave i am just playingLeacy110184: i do dorky thingskubs232: yea but you always did this kinda sutffkubs232: it always bothered meLeacy110184: i never meant it for realkubs232: im not just talking about htiskubs232: i mean i just don't carekubs232: no one here doeskubs232: i was on the chess team my first yearkubs232: who cares it doesn't matterLeacy110184: no one here really cares either lolLeacy110184: i mean its not my fault that i like theater and apparently thats "cool"Leacy110184: we dont have enough activites at our school for it to be like cool or dorkykubs232: who cares either waykubs232: nothing is cool and nothing is dorkykubs232: you do want you wantkubs232: and thats all that mattersLeacy110184: i know, thats why i am on newspaperLeacy110184: b/c i like itkubs232: well greatLeacy110184: but way to rage out on me anywaykubs232: that kinda stuff really pisses me offLeacy110184: i was just poking fun at you dave, in a nice way, i mean if i could do math and didnt hate the quiz bowl lady who runs it then i would actually consider bein gin it, and hell i wish i knew how to play chess, but u know..i dont care either way about like what people doLeacy110184: i wasnt actually being serious like if we went to the same school and u did that stuff i wouldn tbe like oh hey look at that kid he must be a dorkkubs232: i don't care either wayLeacy110184: yeah..well..i;'m not quite sure where that burst of emotion came from you...i mean...we;ve said alot worst thing to each otherkubs232: its cause i dont' care nemorekubs232: and when shit bothers mekubs232: im gonna say sokubs232: before i didn;tkubs232: but i will nowLeacy110184: i didnt even know it bothered ukubs232: a lot of stuff used to but i didn't ever feel like fighting shitkubs232: but i have no patience right nowkubs232: and so if soemthign is said i don't likekubs232: i say somethign about itkubs232: im too tiredkubs232: i have too much shit goingonLeacy110184: okay..well..sorry i didnt knwo i wasnt allowed to make fun of u anymoreLeacy110184: but anywaysLeacy110184: there is actually something that i felt like talking to you aboutkubs232: what is thatLeacy110184: this whole thing with the Catholic church right now and all the preists molesting childrenLeacy110184: like its really bugging me how hard everyon eis coming down on the church, and it pisses me off how people say "the church" well no..thats not right, just certain individualskubs232: oh godkubs232: im not talking about thiskubs232: peopelkubs232: talk alot about tihsLeacy110184: people have been giving me shit about itkubs232: and it is stupidkubs232: thjey are making a big deal cause its catholic priestsLeacy110184: just cuz i am catholicLeacy110184: i knowkubs232: it happenes everywhere elseLeacy110184: thats what i am sayingkubs232: so oh wellLeacy110184: there r tons of other pedophilesLeacy110184: what do u think about the oath of celibacy?kubs232: i dont' konwLeacy110184: yeah i have mixed veiws, but i guess if u r gonna molest little children u r gonna do it regardless of whether u r having sex with your wife or notkubs232: uh huhLeacy110184: where r john's tattoos?kubs232: don't knowLeacy110184: johns cool, i agree with some much that he saysLeacy110184: *so muchkubs232: yeaLeacy110184: i like that hes a good boy tooLeacy110184: and he likes milk, it cant get much better than thatkubs232: i guess nokubs232: notLeacy110184: r u going to go see howie when he plays that thing at miami college?kubs232: yeakubs232: and at ann arbor tooLeacy110184: man u r so lucky that your parents let u travel that far from home with no adult supervisionkubs232: i guess sokubs232: i am 18 nowkubs232: i can do what i want for the most partLeacy110184: thats true but even when u werentLeacy110184: your parents were gonna let u go see jm in ann arborkubs232: thats cause i was always real responsibleLeacy110184: i'm responsible but my mother is a nutkubs232: they let me go basically newherekubs232: i never ever get into troublekubs232: nor am i ever latekubs232: and they know the kids i hang out withkubs232: so thye dont careLeacy110184: i've never got into trouble, my mom just thinks nyc is crawling with liek killerskubs232: my parents were like thatkubs232: but i had a long talk with themkubs232: about how i want to live my lifekubs232: and be able to do what i wantkubs232: and not orrykubs232: cause when you worrykubs232: then you miss out on shitkubs232: and from thenkubs232: they haven't troubled me about that kinda stuiffLeacy110184: i was talking to my mom in the car about letting me go see tami at school over break and i think she was finaly breaking downLeacy110184: i just need to get out there once and come back unharmed that way she lets me go see howiekubs232: yeaLeacy110184: your parents wouldnt let u go anywhere though, they didnt want u coming to ny rememberkubs232: ye ai can nowkubs232: i just have ot wait till after seasonkubs232: cause im driving to st louikubs232: louiskubs232: then im driving to bostonLeacy110184: but would u still want to?kubs232: i dont knowLeacy110184: lord st louiskubs232: hadn't thought abou titkubs232: i have friendsthereLeacy110184: who r u going to see in boston? thats a very long way from herekubs232: im going with lucaskubs232: to chill therekubs232: with some friendskubs232: then im going to maine with ted during summerLeacy110184: main is freezing even during summerLeacy110184: dont expect to swim until mid julykubs232: its a cool place thoughkubs232: i don't careLeacy110184: but boston is pretty coolkubs232: im not going to julykubs232: err till julyLeacy110184: whats with this new found freedom your parent shave given u? is it just b/c u turned 18?kubs232: and we want to go to new york tookubs232: no my crew is roadtrippingkubs232: hitting a bunch of placesLeacy110184: well thats always coolkubs232: for two or 3 weeks during the summerkubs232: just going to a bunch of placesLeacy110184: man i don't think i would like to know what would happen if my friends and i went road tripping lolkubs232: im only going with 4 peoplekubs232: at most 6Leacy110184: i think i would have alot of fun but my friends r crazyLeacy110184: we'd get lost!kubs232: that's too badkubs232: traveling is easyLeacy110184: well for boysLeacy110184: girls take directiosn better when it involves landmarks and stuffkubs232: that's too bad thenkubs232: its not just gonan be dudes thoughLeacy110184: yeah and the thing is i wouldnt even trust any of the guys i know to do it eitherkubs232: i trust who we are going with better then i trust myselfLeacy110184: hmm i honestly cant think of anyone who i think would be able to travel well...maybe tami...but..i cant think of a single guy who could do the job without screwing it upkubs232: thats too badkubs232: we drove to chicago last weekednkubs232: for the fuck of itkubs232: it was sweetLeacy110184: how long away is chicago?kubs232: 6 hourskubs232: 5 maybekubs232: i dont' rememberLeacy110184: yeah there have been some random road trips hereLeacy110184: not too many thoughLeacy110184: and not real long ones eitherLeacy110184: but its okkubs232: yea\Leacy110184: the senior boys from last year were just real big on taking random sper of the moment road trips to the city and back, but thats only a 2 hour trip so not like a real road tripLeacy110184: but see, noo one in new york knows how to drive so road trips arent a very good ideaLeacy110184: thanks for saying good bye!Auto response from kubs232: laying down like a dogg...leave one...and if i see it...or feel like it...ill get back to you...thankssoo..not sure what to make of it all....

say it ain't so....

okay so I am talking to dave and I get in like one word and then he's like I have to go to practice and this is what his away message says now, "Auto response from kubs232: im gonna be at tennis for a little bit...then im gonna come home to eat with the whole mess of our family...leave me a message...and we will chill tonight...call me at 536-0585..."but some things cant be fixedand whats the use of something brokenmost people would tend to throw it awayand i suppose me in my "mature" staturetried to throw the broken awaybut then what do you doif something irreplacable is brokenand cant be fixed?" " I sooo think that that is directed at me. i will have to ask him latter, if it is then that's pretty low of him. God sometimes i love him and sometimes I want to slap him. ughh boys!!!